Belize...Belize....Belize....

I miss it so much there....Now that it has been five months since we have gotten back it almost seems like a lifetime ago. The pictures, memories, people are still embedded in mine and John's memory and I refuse to stop ever thinking about this magical place.

One of these days we definitely want to pursue living in Belize. Whether it be part time or full time, we are destined to be there. I just wish we could go back more often and that it wasn't so expensive :(

I can still hear the sounds of the jungle and smell the forest air. It was so surreal to be there and then to come back to our life here in New Jersey was sad and depressing.

When I ride the train every morning to go to work in New York City, a pain in my stomach takes place as I stare out the window of the train into the slums of northern NJ as I ride the train into the rat race of a job I have...I just loathe what I do and can not wait to venture to something else for the better half of my life.

I dream of the day that John and I can go back to belize, whether it be for a week, two weeks or a life time...We will be back to what I call our future home.

Missing Belize.....